Level Up Your Membership Experience: This Is A Safe Space So Let’s Chat 💬 & Vibe 🦋✨
- Dec 12, 2023
- 2 min read
Hey Babes 👋🏽
Today has been one trying day but if I focus on the negative I'll end up allowing what's going on to take over my thoughts and everything around me and I'll end up feeling defeated. I love sharing things and being vulnerable with y'all because it's a safe space that we've all created and it's a blessing. At 5am almost 6am my partner called letting me know her car 🚘 had stopped on her way home from work 😩 of course I'm worried cause not only is it dark but she's a woman 🧍🏽♀️ and it's so much to worry about but I can't show her I'm worried because if I worry then she worries ten times and it's a trickling affect that spirals so much negativity. Mercury Retrograde has definitely done numbers on me but I won't allow it to get the best of me because I will not be defeated. I said all that to say I know people freak out about Mercury Retrograde but just allow things to happen how they're supposed to. If you're a firm believer in manifesting and your thoughts shaping your reality remain positive no matter what life throws at you. Although we're having issues with our car 🚘 I know that my spirit guides won't take something without replacing it with better that's why I'm not worried at all because although we hate car trouble we're going to deal with it at some point of life and I try not to stress over shit I can't control. Make it your business to stop stressing over shit you can't you'll be much happier.
Today this retrograde is getting the best of me and I know you said it’s the first half will be affecting me and I feel it …. My mom tumor is growing then her vision is acting up from it and her neck is back open., my son said his mental is being affected by different things and I feel horrible like I ain’t doing enough …… my doctor is told me some news I ain’t want to hear my car didn’t get fixed yet and now I don’t trust my mate and what he saying …,,and this job and these grown ass kids that work here I’m so overwhelmed I hate this crap retrograde is getting me 
This retrograde is killing me. I’m so emotional and I feel just drained as defeated. Too much has been going to type but baby when I tell you I’ve been going through any and everything to can think of and my soul mind body and spirit is just weeping. Im so vulnerable and out of my comfort zone it’s crazy. Ppl flaking on me left and right and these is ppl I would have died for. Plus on top of that my precious grandma died the day before my 31 st birthday this year and I’m struggling with that . I just feel so defeated today
Yeah Mercury retrograde is cutting up. I got into an argument with a coworker who's a top manager & we got into a yelling match on the floor in front of my coworkers. I was more pissed off because of what he said to me in front of everyone & I snapped. I didn't check the bottom of a cart for some work HE personally sat underneath when normally everything is on top which is what I told him (I normally don't check cause it's not there). So I retraced my steps, found the parts & he still wanted to argue & have an attitude, yells at me: I can't believe you're sitting here defending that stupid answer. I'm pissed…
Yes because I’m learning that now.
I’m sorry that happened but you said the right thing, “the spirit guides won’t take something without replacing it with better”. I’ve seen this for myself.